=DeathWish12322

Hello Jordan,

I know you’re not Redding this, but i needed to write something to you, one last time…
Please forgive me, I know I don’t mean anything to you now, but maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll ask yourself "Isn't something missing?"
I know you won't cry for my absence… You forgot me long ago. But am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant...? Have you never asked from that time…?
‘’Isn't something missing?’’ ‘’Isn't someone missing me?’’. Even though I was the sacrifice, you won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know im important again, I'm all alone... Isn't someone missing you? I know what I did to you, I know how big was my fault, maybe my biggest fault ever. Yes, totally my biggest fault ever. But if you think about every talk we had. Wouldn’t you remember the old good times? Wouldn’t you? You know who I am, and how I am, you know how I take the bad things, but you weren’t a bad thing for me, maybe one of the best things that have ever happened in my life, maybe the best. you. Sometimes when im sad, I remember you are the only one who really understand me, or at least, you were. You said, I ruined your life. But I know I didn’t, because, you’re still alive. I know now you don’t care, If I die, if I bleed, if I cry, if I enter in a deep depression. I know you don’t care, not now. If I could do something to start everything again. Forgetting how stupid I am. Forgetting how stupid is Carolina. Forgetting everything. Maybe, I shall born again, to met you again. And do not lie to you. But it’s impossible. But anyways, I will like to start again. And I don’t know. From that day, I cant stop thinking as myself like ‘’stupid little girl who like to play with people’s feelings’’, and its everything because you. Because this big fault. Im sorry Jordan, but we both know. It cant be so perfect.

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